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Sorry if I’m getting a bit annoying (just a bit anxious), have NRF given out summer vac scheme offers yet.
Also how do I gauge if I did well in my AC or not - it was my first ever one. Never done an hour long interview before in my life.
I completely sympathise with how you are feeling. The waiting part is honestly the hardest, especially after putting so much effort into preparing and going through the day. It is so natural to keep replaying everything in your head, wondering how you came across or whether certain moments went well. But unfortunately, there is really no way to tell how you did until the firm gets back to you with their decision or feedback. Assessment centres are designed to test a range of skills and sometimes what feels average to you in the moment might have actually landed well with the assessors.
One thing I would say is try not to over-analyse every little thing, even though I know that is easier said than done. Try to distract yourself by doing something you enjoy or that helps take your mind off it, even if just for a few hours. It really helps with the waiting. Also, please do not worry, you are not being annoying at all. I completely get the anxiety.
In terms of gauging how you did, I really relate because my first AC felt like a whirlwind and the hour-long interview especially can be daunting when you have never done anything like it before. The truth is, it is so hard to know because assessors pick up on things we do not even realise in the moment. The best thing you can do is remind yourself that getting to the AC stage already means they saw potential in you, and that experience alone is huge. Regardless of the outcome, it is going to help you massively for the next one. You did more than you think just by getting through the day.