SPB rejection post AC. This was my last law firm application of this cycle so this one really hurt. Feeling very depleted right now. I got through to 3 ACs but failed them all. It’s only my first application cycle but the fact I failed every AC is really upsetting.
I totally sympathize with you - it’s tough, especially when you've invested so much time and effort into your applications. But remember, you didn’t fail, you’ve just learned something new with each interview. Even if you can’t see it immediately, every experience adds something to your growth. It’s completely natural to feel this way.
There’s a psychological theory called the "growth mindset" by psychologist Carol Dweck. It suggests that qualities can be developed over time through effort, learning, and persistence. We often expect immediate results, but growth is not linear. It can feel invisible at times, but it builds up gradually and shows up when you least expect it. In the context of your experience, although it might not seem like it now, every interview and assessment centre has helped you improve, even if it’s not obvious yet.
So, instead of viewing this as a failure, see it as part of your development. You’ve gained experience that will help you in the future, and it’s all part of the process. Keep pushing forward; success often comes when you least expect it, and you are absolutely on the right path!