I completely get what you mean but...still have faith in yourself! It's probably a cliché at this point but remember you just need one offer. there have been so many success stories (even just from today) where people get good news even when they think their app wasn't good.Just my luck honestly haha. But it was one of my weaker applications and I am an eternal pessimist. Some firms I did VIs with never even got back to me, so I have become very used to failure... especially when I don't hear back. Also there have been quite a few HL invites. They have run 2/3 ACs already I believe.
From what i understand from a person's post on attending an AC a few weeks ago, 2/3 ACs just means 12 people have been invited so far! According to Chambers Student, the scheme has places for 25 people! My numbers/info might be off but hopefully not🤣