Thank you.Hi, I completely understand how you feel. I have broken down in tears over all of these applications, stayed in bed for a day and a half, and just felt very isolated. I was so worried, as while I got a Vac Scheme in 2023 but didn't convert it, I didn't receive anything in 2024, just a failed AC. A week after that staying in bed incident, I got an interview with BCLP. I didn't get the scheme, but I persevered. I am now waiting to hear back from an interview and have two ACs coming up.
So, you CAN do this. I've always thought of life as a wheel of fortune - someone is always at the top, someone is always getting crushed underneath, but the wheel never stops moving. If you hang on, you WILL get to the top - I hope we all will.
My DMs are open if you want any support.
Your analogy about the wheel of fortune is so correct. I should look at it that way. Before this I had only ever interviewed at one law firm and got through and got a scheme. Although I couldn't convert it, it is difficult to face rejections after interviewing. I am getting used to it but also need to keep pushing.
After taking a slower day today, I will come back stronger from tomorrow. It's not a matter of 'if' but 'when'.
All the best to you and everyone else!