I don't know about you guys but I honestly feel so lost and demotivated. :/ don't know where I am heading. I have few more applications to draft this cycle but duno where to start and on the edge of giving up
I definitely know how you feel.
I see that you are a Gold TCLA member, so perhaps you could schedule a call with one of the TCLA team to regroup your thoughts? The link for that is:
https://www.thecorporatelawacademy.com/training-contract-advice/
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TCLA Premium courses are also really helpful at explaining where you should start with TC applications and how to be a successful applicant. If you haven't already, I really recomment going through these at your own pace. The link for that is:
https://classes.thecorporatelawacademy.com/courses
My DMs are also open if you want to have a chat. I have also found going through the 'My Training Contract Journey' forum helpful to see how different people approach applications, so that may be worth looking through as well. I actually found that making my own thread on this forum helped me to clarify where I wanted to be and helped me to be strict on myself with my goals.
I hope you find some motivation soon. Remember, it's not if you will get a TC, but when. Good luck on your jounrey!