Hi hunnnniiiiieeesssss
I've been seeing lots of PFOs posted on this forum today and so many of you feeling unhappy so of course...
...Enter me (in parenthesis)
Please please please do remember that as upset as you feel right now, everything is meant to be and if you keep working as hard as you have done on doing these applications in the first place, you WILL get there in the end!!!!! You have all done amazingly by committing everything to writing your applications during this strange time and I know exactly how you must feel because here is my history of applications:
Year 1: (can't remember how many applications) 3 AC, 1 VS
Year 2: 8 applications, 1 AC with no VS offer
Year 3: 10 applications, 7 rejections, 2 VS offers, 1 upcoming AC
In my second year, despite having done a vacation scheme in the summer and feeling like I knew so much more, I had no success at all!!!! It was devastating at the time, particularly as I had been left with no annual leave so had worked non-stop while writing vac scheme apps. By that I mean that there wasn't a single night for months where I left the office before around 10pm, and then I commuted home and continued to write (like I was running out of time)
((so sorry, can't stop with these Hamilton references))
I made some serious changes this year to gain more success. Alongside building more experience in terms of events, the key change was getting my applications reviewed. The more eyes the better! I learned that it's much better to fit less content into your applications but fully evidence every point you make, rather than trying to be really enthusiastic with lots of points but not explain them. Further, I think part of it is about mindset. Strangely, you feel more confident in yourself if you go in thinking "if I get something this season then great, if I don't, then nothing lost PLUS I've gained the experience of writing the applications which I can improve on for next year"
If any of you want to have a chat about what to do over the next year while making applications to TCs/VSs next season or just want some general positivity or advice, please do drop me a message. You can all do this so keep going!!!!!