Apologies for the essay in advance but I have benefited from the transparency of so many of you on here so going to do the same:
This was my 4th cycle + I attended a non-russell group uni + I am a Black woman so deffo heard my fair share of “the big City firms don’t recruit from non-Russell group unis so maybe don’t bother” (even from careers advisors at my uni) to “law isn’t diverse so why not try another industry” + it didn’t help that these firms didn’t attend law fairs at my uni and I didn’t see many people from my uni who joined these firms. Confidence was something I really struggled with up until a year ago!
Finished uni 4 years ago after doing a master’s in human rights and thought that was what I wanted to do. Did work experience at a well known HR law firm in London and realised it wasn’t for me for a number of reasons but I would say that one of them was the fact that I couldn’t afford to do unpaid internships or low income internships at the time. I also realised there are other ways to get involved in human rights without practising as a lawyer in the field.
Did a couple of applications in my first cycle and got through to ACs at HL and
BCLP but got rejected. Feedback was “we thought you came across well + are clearly intelligent but your commercial awareness was poor” in hindsight I also realise that my motivations weren’t strong and I wasn’t really keen on those firms but applied mainly because they were well known 😭😭😭 What followed was a series of rejections and not getting pass the application stage cycle after cycle after applying to firms for similar reasons until this cycle. I just wasn’t sure 😭😭😭
I would say what changed for me this past year was doing my research and applying to firms that i genuinely was interested in for the right reasons rather than ones i thought “i should want to join”. Honestly, I didn’t know private client work at a top firm was an option + that there were firms who specialised in the charities sector or media etc. until i thought about what I was genuinely interested in and went from there.
Changing my mindset + building my confidence especially via networking and positive affirmations (lool it works, i promise) + doing things that pushed me out of my comfort zone + doing the work/sharpening my interview technique + being enthusiastic + knowing my stuff and communicating that well + i would also the maturity that comes with age has helped too 😭😭😭 + having gotten some life experience from working!!!
With networking, not every convo or email led to something “big” but speaking with lawyers, from associates to partners really helped build my confidence back (i remember sending my first message to a partner at one of the boutique media firms in London and genuinely being so surprised that he not only responded but offered to speak with me on the phone 😭😭😭) you also realise they are just human just like you loool + being honest with myself about what i wanted out of my career and what I was interested in terms of practice areas and sectors so private client work, charities, media etc. at a firm with a strong commercial practice too. This meant that my applications were more convincing and I approached the entire process with more enthusiasm.
Anyway, I genuinely believe I got this right when I was meant to and I am really just grateful that I don’t have to do another application or psychometric test or assessment for a while or ever lool! The entire process is so exhausting omg 😭😭😭😭
Sorry for the essay but happy to answer any questions ☺️☺️☺️😊😁